He came back later on drunker than hell, He started saying how racism is not cool and how im racist(which im not and hes black) but having my mom beinga drunk, i knew it was the achole talking. so i agreed with everyting he said to keep safe. He stared to get pretty bad with the moves again! we finally just went ot bed and he told me to get in his bed, he wasnt violent! butthe tone of his voice scared me and told me not to take a chance! so i did!

 

He asked me to kiss him, I was like ok but quick so i did. he goes "lemme show you how i kiss" and he starts to make out wiht me , i try ot pull him off andsaid stop but he wouldnt, i even cried but still he put his weight on more!

Then after= that he told me to take off my shirt i said no, he took it off for me and he took off my shorts, i told him no! i told him NO!  He started oral i twitched and whined!  He had actual sex after the oral, i yelled he went in deep- it hurt-i screamed-he kept going- i tryto scream loud enough so a surrounding aprtment would hear me but they were all empty! I try to push him off i try to scream but it was worthless so i just let him do it and i cried! and i creid! i had n one to call, i had no wheres to go! i wish i was talkin to francesco so he could help!

 

When he fell asleep(oh yeah btw he bugged me the whole night andi got no sleep) I went on to the futone and fell asleep not eve 5 mins when he comes and pulls the blanket offand tells me to get into his bed! i demanded NO and i refused completely! he slightly left me alone. I managed to lie to him to get him to get me to albany so ican tell someone i know and the only one icould tell would be Francesco, i had to take a chance!

 

So i got to Francescos house and i walked in, i wasnt sure  if i should tell him so I talked to him about being friends again! he didnt wantot be and he brought up *steve* i told him to get in his room that i had to talk to him about something! "about steve,...(thought) Francesco, he raped me!" his eyes widend i thought for sure he wouldnt beleive me but he did and i asked him if i could stay there until my dad could come! he said yes and he called the cops!  Francesco brought me to the hosptial where they took my hear meater and all! Francesco stayed a lil while, he had to go to work so i m sure by the time he got to work he was late!  we hada chance to talk he told me he was gonna think abouit being freinds again! i was happy!  he hugged me! and i thanked him for everyting!

 

Needless to say we are talking, i odnt know how to thank him, he wasnt even a friend, and still he helped! it makes me sooo mad thinking about what this guy did, and how he treated me just typing this story hurts bad! and the cops are supppose to arrest him soon i hope! But i have learned that rape can happen to everyone and anyone, boy,girl, old, young, whatever! my mom has been caring to-everyone has been caring! it was scarry! i could barly breathe and when i try to scream for help it could never come out! but be careful, its a danger zone out there! i would hate to seeanyone go through what i had to do!  jsut watch yourself and be careful please, and if it does happen-no matter what he says-tell someone do not hide it-tella freind,family member, authority of some type!  jsut tell! ok be caref ul and if theres any qustions you ahve please ask my email is down on bottom page ok!