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In my Opinion
Wow how do i even explain this! guyz please dont get mad, i had some bad expirences! not all of you Are bad you know! just a ....decent amount of you! anyways guys always,always did something bad to me! One guy cheated on me and dumped me all in one realtionship and did it again 2 more times! i know thats my faoult,i should have left him I was 15 and niave! another one, who i thought was the guy i was going ot marry dumped me, after saying he wasnt going to! and one other onew dumped me for another chick! then another one, just dumped me for the hell of it! now the last one we broke up,made up,broek up, made up, broke up, so far we are made up! dont think i wasnt hurt each time!
So get ready and guys dont take this seriously! il tell you my opinion on men...or boys!
Story #1
Ok so it was Freshmen year in high school and i still didnt have a boyfriend or even fell in love and I was desprete for one!i would have dated anyone or anything!(now i miss those days) Well anyways, lets go back a little more~flashback~ ok it was eighth grade and my ex best friend crystal who i grew up with in another town, moved to greenville! i ran into her at lunch and she introduced me to her brother Neil who i happend to grow up with also!~flashforward~ we would always talk and shit like that we were like best buds! he was in eiegth grade! i never looked at him as a "boyfriend" but one day after class i was walking with my friend Jay to Small animal care between first and second periods! and Neil was standing by the front doors! he called me over and handed me a note.now we may talk all the time or whatever but never EVER exchanged letters, so I knew something was up! i read it immediatly after getting to classand he asked me out! i was happy that a guy was even intrested in me! so i told him immeditaly i would do it! so me,my freind audj,and my brother who happend to be freinds with all my friends! so me and neil sat in the back talking while audrey and my brother wehanging out in the front! Eventually i began to like him "alot" we never had sex and we never really ogt sexual! jsut alot of making out! after two weeks, he found someone else and broke up with me! i cried for a whole day...but...that was it! only a day! now its like 1 month of crying! but whatver, it happend 2 other times exact carbin copies of the first!
Story # 2
Ok so this wasnt a boyfreind,but the following year in tenth grade, i was sitting in chrous starring at the floor-completely bored- when...i saw the most beautiful creature on planet earth! he was gorgus and i thought i was feeling love! but my heart had flicked each time i saw Jesse!~ I never wanted anything more than to be with him! So one day ifinally decied to write him a secrete admire letter and i was gonna give it to a friend to give it to him at lunch! well it all worked out fine until they totally knew it was me! so anyways to make a long story short, he totally burned me by aving this girl come up to me and say she was his girlfriend and to back off i started crying and they felt bad and told me the truth after word! i was better, but they ended up tortureing me the whole year! He moved and i finally got ever that jerk!
Story # 3
This was the guy i thought i was going ot marry! everything was perfecto and everything was going great! my parents loikes his parents and vise versa!2 are families kinda connected! and Spencer was sweet! he was the guy every girl wanted! cute,nice,caring,always there,compassionate! i loved him sooo much and I thought for sure that we were gonna be together for ever!
we actually met over the internet, i remember he had a very hard time finding my house! i remeber while waiting for him my mom goes "what a winner!" and all i said in my head was "its not like hes gonna like me and if he does im not gonna liek him" i was so certian! he finally showed up! i was really impressed by the way he looked! baggy pants,long tee shirt,cute smile,spiked hair and viser! he was a hottie! i was happy! we went to the movies and then to dinner and then we just hung out in his car! it was nice we totally connected and we really liked eachother! i got a phone call early teh next morning it was spencer! he said he was in catskill(he lived 3 hours away, so he spent hte nite) and was wondering if i wanted to go back to his place to meet his folks and shit! i agreed! he come over picked me up and we had a long drive to Binghamton! I met his family evenutally he met mine and we became really connected! we seen eachother almost every weekend for four months,but he called it quits becoz of the distance! but we are thinking about going back out at the moment! i dont know!
Story #4
ok this was a fling to be! about after a month breaking up with spencer i met David! David was from Schenectady! he was 27 at the time, he was cute and he lived close by(a plus after spencer) we dated for like a month! i remember we were dating december to january! When we went on our firstdate we were planning on going to a movie and dinner! but he came ot pick me up and on our way there the wheel on his truck almost broke off! so he called his mom and a tow truck! i ended up going back to his houe with his mom while david went with the tow truck guy! so i waited and he finally came back, he apologized for the inncodent and said he would make it up! we managed to find a late night resturant still open! we went there ate and decied to go out again! he was a good guy! but ended up dumping me coz he kinda felt like it i guess! he didnt really have a reason!
Story #5
have you ever had a friend with benifits? well i did and he is my current fling! it was fun...u know in the beginning! we met over the net, after talkking on the phone ofr a couple of weeks we decied to meet in person! we got along really well ovet the phone! i have never connected like that before! i did seea pic of him and i thought he was really hot! so we met we went to dinner and the movies, after that, we did alot of making out in the car! after that he decied itwas best we just stayed friends! we did, but we slpet together,held hands and had fun! we met right after me and David broke up which was last January (2002) we became best freinds! but then he decided it would be cool to lead me on! i found that out hte day we broke up! i was pissed-not so upset- after that i had a minor bf, me and francesco ended up talking again! we slept together-again-the whole thing kept repeating itself for 5 months! we finally went back out in July this time it was mutual! i moved to albany so it was easier to see eachother, we broke up in september then we ended up going back out a week later! we broke up again in late October early november! we went back out again 2 days before new years! thats when i was in greenville then i moved back to albany! so far im in albany and we are still dating! but he is going into the navy but i should have knowen! im not lucky enough to find someone who will stick around, ill just kepe looking until that "one" shows up at my door one day!
In Conclusion
ok in conclusion, guys dont have as strong feelings as girls! girls tend to be more emotional at things and guys seem to carry one easily! theres nothing wrong with that! its just the way life goes! and life aint great! so we all have to find away to deal with breaking up and losing someone we love! bc it happens to everyone! yes even super models get dumped! It just wasnt ment to be! would you rather spend half your life looking for the one and finding them with true bliss? or would you rather spend the resto f your life with someone who will hurt you,lie to you,push you around, and fight all the time? i dunno about u but i pick choice 1! for the simple reason that I wanna get married someday and have kids and be happy and trust the person im with!
so go on...youryoung do what u want! but eventually you'll have to grow upand face the facts!
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